Who turned off the air in here? Why does it feel like the walls are closing in on me? I can't breathe. I want to cry some more but the pain in my chest hurts so much. I'm praying and praying to GOD to take this pain away. Where are you GOD? Why didn't you send me someone who was going to love me right? This person here just keeps breaking my heart over and over again. I can't do this anymore. I won't do this anymore. Its OVER.Raise your hand if you've ever felt THAT before. Being in love can make you feel anew. It can make you feel like anything is possible. You feel like you can reach up and touch the clouds. You look at this person as your savior, the one that came in and saved you from giving up on love. But love can also make you feel low. So low that you feel like the world is going to end at any given moment. Like nothing matters anymore. All those things he/she opened you up to suddenly becomes obsolete. Why does love hurt so much? How does the heart know to feel pain like that? But then again if people love you so much then why would they want you to feel that hurt? Is it really love?
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From the heart of The BlackButterfly
Honestly I think our expectations on how we want to be loved start in our youth. We want different, but we gravitate to the usual and get hurt. We get fooled like we did when we were younger, until we finally see that loving ourselves is all we need. I want to believe in love, but I do not believe the love I want is what I will ever get. But I love myself and that is all I need. Great Post!
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