A conversation with God

Humble I come to you, because my heart is so heavy... Pool full of tears, I often ask why me ... I give and give, until I cannot give no more ...

Why push me to the limit and leave me cold to the core?... I pray for answers when the going gets tough ... Because I feel all that I do, is never good enough ... Towel in my hand, I want to throw it in and yell ... But in my heart I know, I’m not done with love yet ... Why does it hurt so? This pain is unreal ... Does he feel what I feel? Or does he have a heart of steel ... God you told me he was the one, you said he was for me ... “My child I also told you, that nothing in life, would be easy” ... So God, what do I do? Do I let go or hold on tight ... “My child I gave you strength, so you must learn to fight” ... God I hear you, sometimes I ask what I’m fighting for ... I love and adore him, but I love me so much more ... “My child, I will never forsake you nor will I steer you wrong” ... God I do know that, some days I feel my heart can’t take no more ... “My child, I gave you wisdom, so open up your eyes ... Don’t close your eyes to truth, and make love so blind ... I gave you courage to fight, whenever you need to fight ... I also gave you vision, so you can clearly see the signs ... In that small package, was the most important gift of all ... I gave you serenity my child, to accept life's lessons, in their rarest form.” ... God I understand it, and I’m sorry I doubted your plans ... With a burden free heart, so much stronger I stand ... I love these talks with you, you remind me to love again ... Loving me above ALL, talk to you soon. Amen........