Sick and tired of being sick and tired...

I move about my day to day life giving the impression of happiness, of contempt, of satisfaction. When in reality I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. Tired of being the nice person because it's the right thing to do. Tired of making peace when people bring the war. Tired of being chased down in my sleep by passed experiences. I am so tired of figuring things out, of being the voice of reason, of solving everyone's problems. I am tired of giving love and not being loved. Damn I am sick and tired.

Tired of ER visits and sleepless nights. Tired of always being depended on. Tired of being strong for everyone else's sake. I am so fucking tired of being tired. When does it end? I tell you when. RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.... Goodbye world, I hope I left you all with enough knowledge and understanding to go on without me because I just cannot carry the weight anymore...

How many of us know people like this? Too many!!

When you are sick and tired then it is time for you to wake up and get well. The person that you have to live and die with is YOU. Learn to pick your battles wisely. Take on things that you can control, all else, let it be someone else's problem. That might sound fucked up but it's real. I'm not saying turn our back on people, but taking on the world will eventually make you sick and tired..... Pick the battles that will enrich your soul but not break you down. The things you can't control should be removed from your existence. Learn to turn your obstacles into opportunities.

Learn how to stop being Sick and Tired so you don't get to the point of being sick and tired of being sick and tired.